Well the chapel of rest was not what I expected at all. You are not there in that coffin, you are somewhere a lot nicer. Surrounded by flowers and bees and dogs of course!
We have plans to ensure everyone at your funeral remembers you fondly, not that it’s a hard thing for anyone to do. You were one amazing lady. Full of hope and stubborn as the rest of us.
In other news, I have accepted a move to a bigger store! Start in a couple of weeks. I’m hoping the new challenge takes my mind off losing you for a few hours a day. Still doesn’t seem real. Was really expecting you to jump up with the phrase “plot twist” and shout at us for crying and snotting. But sadly that’s just wishful thinking.
From all you have been through, I knew that one day this could happen. But in my optimistic heart, didn’t think it actually would. Especially not this soon after transplant, and not here one day gone the next with no warning. I didn’t even get to phone you with the update after Traceys last chemo, as I had planned to.
I will have to keep you updated on here, and hope wherever you are, you get to see it.
Love you lots. X
Things I want to tell my sister 